Life comes in two phases in my experience. Development and Emergency. There are always a few places in the world with contracts out that almost no one wants. Doing things no one else would we called the emergency phase. In development there are all the reasons in the world. Everything makes sense, but they point in their own direction. Only as true as they are relative to the initial lie. People say they know things they do not. Where I was going I thought I knew. Now I understand more what I am going to do. The development side is something new for me. Time to wait. Time to be lied to. Truths blow different directions in the same wind. There is a speed I had grown accustomed to.